Recent events have kept me from releasing my new web site and I wondered if there was something deeper than the appearance of road blocks. I asked my Higher Power to help me discern the truth for my not moving forward and doing what I believed was my life’s purpose. I became aware the real issue was my fear of being visible. The destructive core beliefs of being attacked that I had since childhood were still sabotaging me. With this awareness, I asked for transformation of the underlying cause(s) of these beliefs, knowing from experience something deeper was triggering my fear of being a presence in the world. A whole scenario unfolded, which I might share another time. However, since the core issues that have been holding me back have been transformed, I am now liberated and able to do my work in the world.
I would like to give to you for your own use – should something be holding you back – the decree (affirmation) that came from my turmoil.
Some of the words come from Jesus, whom I see outside of any religion as a teacher for the world. They are available for use by anyone who has an open mind. I will give you the decree, followed by my interpretation and its contemporary usage.
I AM the resurrection and the life and the open door to freedom.
Interpretation: I AM (God is – or your name for your Higher Power) the resurrection and the life (the transformation and raising of life out of destructive, conscious and subconscious core issues) and the open door to freedom. (see below)
Usage as a meditation: (1) experience yourself unified with I AM; (2) with the apparent road block(s) to your moving forward in mind, and realizing your Higher Power knows the core issue(s), allow your Higher Power to transform them – if you can, let yourself experience the transformation happening throughout your body (3) be aware of your shift in consciousness and the door to your freedom opening.
I would be interested to know how this decree works for you. Please feel free to make comments.